letter to the ex

Dear Casino

I am writing this letter as an indication of the permanent closing of our relationship. We are not friends. We can not be friends. There is no relationship left to salvage. You hurt me. You hurt me in ways that I can not even begin to explain. If you truly know me, then you the hurt you left when you left the way you left. If you don't, then all of my actions, including this one, have been futile. I loved you. I gave and gave. You took and took.

I have found love. Real love. True love. She loves me. She gives me as much as I give to her. She lets me be me. She loves me for me and is not trying to change me. I love her for that. She is everything you claimed to be and more. I must ask you to stop contacting me. I am longer at your beck and call. You have lost all benefits and privileges of being my girl.

I don't share well, and frankly neither does she. We don't want, need, or desire a third party in our relationship. I must ask you to exit stage right. I am happy. I found someone who wants to build a life with me rather than in spite of me. I'm not going to let anyone or anything come between us, and this includes you.

I'm sorry if my words hurt, but they do not have the ability to inflict nearly as much pain as your actions did. I may sound like a cold hearted bitch, but that feeling that you have, yea that one, I spent four years with it. Isn't there some saying that fits this situation? Oh, yea, what goes around comes around. I found what I have been looking for. I hope you do too.