So sometimes when I need to work through my feelings, I write. I just put pen to paper and let the words flow. Sometimes, it'll be a poem. Sometimes, it'll be a letter. Sometimes, it'll just be my random thoughts flowing from the recesses of my mind. I haven't really dealt with the whole former roommate issue. So I decided to sit and write down my feelings. This is what came out. Enjoy!
Rant like Florida Evans
damn, damn, damn
you up and leave without so much as a word
i call, i text, i email
to no fuckin avail
like, fa real, that's what's up?
i coulda swore we were better than that
damn, damn, damn
you pissed on our friendship
like it ain't mean shit to you
that's cause it ain't
i did for you like you was my own blood
i went above and beyond what friends do
and the best you could do is screw me
damn, damn, damn
but you know what screw you
when you couldn't get what you wanted
you broke out like crabs in a freshman dorm
but don't even worry about it
i ain't even trippin, worried, or nervous
you out so i'm out too
yeah, i admit you got me
but you reap what you sow
and every dime you took from me
is going to be taken from you
every minute you spent setting me up
only to knock me down
will come back to you bearing interest and penalties
damn, damn, damn
truth be told your ass has been
in an emotional recession for quite some time
i can't be your bailout
cause now i'm emotionally broke too
so you can be out and be by your damn self
damn, damn, damn
ain't nothing left to say
you blankety-blank-blank
enjoy this little victory
cause you will lose the war
as i turn my back to never look back
my sentiments are summed up in my final words
fuck you
go ahead and "express ya self"! "will come back bearing penalties and interest", indeed.
ReplyDeleteJust wanted to stop by and say thanx for joining my reading challenge. Adding you to my google reader. :)
This is definitely my way of coping and sorting through the craziness. Sometimes i flip through notebooks and see shit i don't even remember writing. I just do it so effortlessly. It really is the best way to vent and let loose. Great poem.
ReplyDeleteOh and thanks for stoppin by over at my lil spot. I was at cau from 01-03 so i wonder if we know or at least have seen each other.....