Sunday, April 25, 2010

she's made me a lesbian...(i'm such a girl)

Secret (who's not much of a Secret these days, lol) has turned me into quite the girl. I get all giggly and giddy around her. She is the first thing I think about in the morning. She is the last thing I think about at night. That's probably because I talk to her at night until one of us is overtaken by slumber and falls asleep.

I could easily do a 'she has made me even cornier' post. But rather than that, I have been thinking (and I have told her this) that she has turned me into quite the lesbian. She has made me...well...like a girl! (Gasp and swoon) I don't know how this happened. I looked up one day and BAM...i'm a chick.

Prime example. Picture it!! A Saturday. You wake up to rain falling. You begrudgingly get out of bed and do some light cleaning around the house. Feed the dog. All the while, you are waiting for a 'Good Morning, Sweetheart' text from her. It comes and you get all excited. Could you get any gayer (yep, gayer)? Of course, you can. The two of you watch a movie together, over the phone. Not just a random movie, but a movie that was filmed in your hometown, with people in it that you know, and you point out familiar faces and places during the movie. And this feels, well, normal. You couldn't imagine a better way to spend your Saturday morning.

I must admit she makes me blush all the time. I have said 'awwww' more times in the last few weeks than I have in my entire life. Talking to her just makes me want to hug her. I gotta admit I have googled her hometown more than once. Yea, she makes me wanna U-Haul. I wonder if she will like Eros.

Omg, what has she done to me? I keep telling her she has made me such a girl. To which, she respones that she likes it and that I don't have to be hard. She melts away my tough exterior. She makes my heart flutter and sing. She even uses my phrase 'makes no sense' in our conversations and it always makes me smile. I'm blushing even now. I'm such a girl and I like it. To me, that simply

Makes. No. Sense.

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