I am so hurt right now. I am on the verge of tears. I figured that my previous post would not be read favorable by Secret. However, I did not blindside her. We talked about this. I expressed it to her before I posted it. I posted at her request, so she can know what I'm thinking. I mean I can swallow the fact that she is thinking about sex with men, but she can't stomach the fact that I want to show my love for her in public.
Where is this coming from? Well, my call went unanswered and she has not returned it. She tweeted something and I said 'babe!' Her response? A lukewarm 'hello'. Wow! Talk about a blow to the chest. Now, I wish I had not said anything. It's like damned if I do, damned if I don't. I think I would rather err on the side of don't.
I guess I'm just supposed to sit around and wait for her to not be mad anymore. I feel like I have been put in time out and I gotta wait for mama to tell me when I can get out. Call me stupid, but I don't even know what I did wrong. She can keep me dangling on a string, but I would be an asshole if I don't answer if she calls.
*sigh* I'm about to bake some cookies and fix myself a drink. Boy, I tell ya, women
Make. No. Sense.
No comments:
Post a Comment