houston, we have lift off

Well, I'm not sure where to begin on this joyous birthday trip of mine. So, let's start at the beginning.

So, I took an early flight so that we could spend as much time together as possible. I wasn't sure what to wear, so I decided to go minimalist. Jeans and button downs, which i guess translates into stud. Haha! I was anxious to see Secret again. I miss her dearly. As I walked out of the airport, I couldn't help but smile.

I saw her pull up to the curb and smiled. I was so excited I found myself waving and almost jumping up and down. I hop in the car and wanted to kiss her. I knew that I couldn't but was very excited when she reached out and held my hand. We drive to her house making mindless small talk. I couldn't wait to get to her house so I could hug and kiss her.

We finally get there and I grab her in a tight embrace. I wanted to get right to it! I mean damn, it's been since July. I could tell that she was nervous. I mean, I could hear her voice shaking. So, I joke around with her and ask her to make some coffee. After I opened my birthday present, I decided to put it to good use. She puts on some music and we dance. I snuggle my nose in her neck.

I started kissing her softly, hoping it would calm her nerves. She pulled me into her. I kissed up her neck to her soft lips. I walked into her until she couldn't step back anymore. She was pinned between me and the couch. I suggested she unbutton my shirt. She sucked her teeth as she discovered my wife beater underneath.

I leaned into her. "Come lay with me." I love when she says that! We go at it. Hard. I wanted to consume her. I needed to bond with her. It was good. Different. Not like last time. It was better than last time. It felt different. I couldn't put my finger on it. She felt...I don't know...I can't explain it.

She was amazing. She was uninhibited. She is mine! The moment of bonding feels great, like I can exhale and that

Makes. No. Sense.